ornesha's blog

Today, the sun came up and everything felt new.  The old world that we’ve grown so very accustomed to is slipping away and in its wake is the freedom and the clear space to move forward into new and unknown directions.  It doesn’t matter what the destination is because the destination is always adapting itself to serve our own growing needs as awakening beings in a new world.

It has been a pleasure writing this blog for the Gathering.  So much has come from it (in my own learning and understanding) that I will continue to post my thoughts and tidbits from my own awakening and hopefully throughout the ascension process.  » Read more

If I were to give the analogy that my left arm represented my human beingness and my body represented my full all-encompassing beingness, then I could say that my left arm was aware of itself while also being fully conscious and aware of my entire body.  My left arm (Ornesha) knows what it is and does what it needs to do while the rest of my body (fully conscious being) simultaneously does what it needs to do.  Then hopefully we both function and learn to work together in synchronicity as one complete unit.

As to that analogy, while I’ve been going through my days, carrying on with tasks, sleeping, eating and living, I am quite conscious of a much “bigger” part of me that exists within a continual meditation and has a whole life of its own.  

If you will remember there was a “cave” that I had found myself in that represented the deepest core of me and one in which I lingered for some time in the seeming darkness.  When I came out of the cave and went through the door into the next room, it was much different than it had been in the cave.  This room was so filled with light.  At first there was a bright white soft and pillowy light that I seemed to move around in.  I fought the transition while I was in this place.  I wanted to go back through the door to gather up someone whom I love, but the door that I had come through was no longer there.  It was gone. » Read more

The physical body is the most dense form of matter that you will experience throughout your journeys as the essence being that you are.  It is where your energy coalesces into a physical aspect of your consciousness and holds form.  The form is not solid but appears to be and is attached to time so it evolves very slowly (or, at the rate of the growth of consciousness as the two are intertwined) without appearing to change or upset the evolutionary applecart.

The rate of the growth in consciousness has been a slow and steady one and you’ve probably spent many lifetimes gathering up all sorts of karmic holdings while at the same time experiencing and learning along with humanity.  Over and over you’ve been born into a physical body, learning a couple of “life lessons” along the way and passing from the body only to be magnetically drawn to head right straight back down the birth tunnel again and to another physical expression of self.

Your consciousness always accompanies you because it is held securely in your DNA and will ensure that you get every chance possible to experience knowing self.  By having markers exist within your DNA, you are given choice points though which you can either evolve quickly or succumb to the holding or karma keeping the marker in place for the next go round. » Read more

You have, inside of you, an essence self.  This essence of you has never joined in the human experience or existed in a physical body.  It is the part of you that is connected to everything and cannot be separated from you but yet has been away from you for a very long time. 

I get how we all look at the labels of things and utilize these labels to categorize our experiences and create reference points, and so the “labels” that I use will equal your version of what the labeled things are to you.  So when I say “essence” what I am speaking about will equal what you would call your highest, all encompassing version of self (when the idea of “self” no longer exists as a single unit yet is a perfectly individualized aspect of the whole).

Another way to look at essence would be if you took everything that you could possibly think of as being you or even of what you cannot conceive of as being you and ran it all through a filter so fine that it wouldn’t even appear to be a filter at all.  It would more appear to be more like a solid wall.  What came out the other side of that filter would be what was left as the essence of you.  In other words, the filter would remove everything that you were not and what would be left would be a speck, a pure sparkle that is the essence of you but has no size. » Read more

I am beginning this blog with a fascination around the way that things are appearing right now.  Both you and I are fully aware that the planet along with everything and everyone on her is in the midst of the most breathtaking, written about, prophesied and collectively agreed upon event to EVER take place. 

Yet, you wake up in the morning and take a look in the mirror to see the same person that you did the day before in your reflection.  When you look, it doesn’t appear like too much has changed.  Or rather, and if anything you probably look in the mirror and see that you’ve aged by the wear showing through the stress of being in your body at this time in history.  Still, the basic constructs of this reality thread are there to stare back at you, deceiving you into thinking that you are the same person living in the same world as you once did.  You’re not.

You may still have the same job as you did a year ago or 10 years ago, but by now you’re not looking at this job the same way as you did before.  Before, it may have been the settled upon way in which to acquire money for security and survival.  It may have even been in line with your internal passion, but lately something has changed. » Read more

I’ve, in the past, looked at and evaluated the specifics of my life as if they were individual packets of energy held inside of me that needed deciphering and releasing.  I did this so that I would simply have one less thing in-between me and what I desired…a clear vessel for this lifetime on this planet.

Each packet of energy that I had delved into was located by easily following my emotions back to exactly where I felt them in my body and observing exactly how they made me feel.  I then took each one, acknowledged them, loved them and released them.  And then with each release, my perception naturally widened and my existence became a little clearer.  Looking back, it almost sounds too simple.  There isn’t a million-dollar industry around this practice…thank god…and it isn’t an outcropping of a religious or spiritual tradition but then oddly fits within them all.

From what I have learned by observation, the vast majority of religious and spiritual practices have been “handed down” in an attempt to, in one way or another, enlighten (or in some instances entangle) those who have read and followed their words.  But the funny thing is that there have been billions of souls reading this material for thousands of years and yet there are not billions of enlightened individuals walking about.  » Read more

As to the art of creation, it’s not a mystery…it’s all that we do.  It is mysterious to us how we create some of the things in our lives that seemingly hit us from our blind spot though.  It’s in the mystery of it that we can’t see how it happened and thus we find ourselves getting lead down the path of “what we don’t understand, we fear”…or are victim to.   We don’t understand so we then easily blame “outside events” for awful things happening in our lives. 

That view is one of a sleepy head, eyes closed in a past dream of how we thought life worked and what we’ve been told was real.  Waking up, we see that there was never anyone or anything to blame and we laugh at ourselves for thinking otherwise.  Waking up, we see that we are creating everything we are able and unable to sense with every single breath that we take.  There is no separation from what exists on the inside of us and what we experience in our lives.

To unravel the mystery of how and why we create, it is at one point necessary to understand our core beliefs and how they play into everything that we experience.  It is akin to reverse-engineering the creation process or in other words, taking the “effect”, or the result and tracing back what happened to “cause” the result. » Read more

It has been a very active week of energetic cleansings taking place in all forms and on every level of our beings.  So deep and so true are the essences of this that one can be left feeling exhausted and not quite sure what has happened.  Thus if you’re feeling drained or “fried” there is a good reason for it.

As time continues to accelerate, all issues within the self that hold on to the old ways and old limits of love, communication and interaction with the self are popping out to the surface faster and faster.  I don’t even think that there is a place where one could bury their head deep enough in the sand to not somehow be affected by our inner call for freedom. 

This means that if there is fear residing in you or a belief that you are less than you are, then your environment will show it to you over and over again in different ways and at a faster rate so that you can simply see it and purge it.   If it (they) are held on to past this point they begin to fester and cause undue pain and that never does anyone any good.  So it’s time to really let go. » Read more

As you see the environmental weather acting differently than it did 10 years ago or even last year, do you think that it’s going to eventually return back to its old patterns and operate like clockwork once again?  As you see how fast everything is moving, do you think that the increased internal and external pace of life is going to eventually slow down so you can relax and catch up?

Is this some frightening dream like Dorothy had in Kansas, where you awaken to find your normal life and old comfort zones still sitting there waiting for you?

That’s the difficult part of change…even if we’ve admitted that we must accept change, albeit normally on small and incremental levels, we still somehow as human beings then always expected things to magically go back to the way they were.  But evolution doesn’t happen like that and as much as we may wish for the sleepy comfort of our days gone by, it and they are not coming back.  » Read more

How many people do you know of who have been told that they were addicted to something, had to stop doing it, and should then stay away from it because they’d be considered an addict to it for the rest of their lives?

These people have been led to believe that they one, have made a mistake, two must change because they are bad and three, are told to remain solidly in that situation until they pass from this life.  What? 

Don’t get me wrong, there is a tremendous accomplishment of value in becoming aware of a self-destructive behavior and having the courage and self-will to change that behavior in a sustained way.   But we must evolve as human beings through these changes in order for them to catapult us forward as they're designed to do.  This is our natural way, so that we may evolve beyond the self-destructive behavior. » Read more